After writing emails and letting go of stuff that way I feel like I have nothing else to say anymore. I have no drive to teach right now. I am empty, I am not sure a week off will help unless I get new inspiration. Well, I will. I will choreograph for our new dance unit. And I know I will get excited about teaching PE again as well. As long as my f... hip stops hurting. I am so afraid it will never get better. I can not do gymnastics anymore, my favorite thing. I could cry. I have to seriously take care of my body and stop worrying about shit at school.